February 18th, 2012

Is ok….go for it!

 

Current mood:contemplative 


Is Ok to believe in fate only when is something good.
Is ok to say I love you, to the mirror.
…To flip right to the end of a book you do not love. Nobody’s going to test you on it.
Is to ok to lock the bathroom door, sit on the floor and cry. Have a good cry.
Is ok to fantasize that he is there next to you, caressing your forehead while he confesses how deeply in love he is. Or she is, with you.
Is ok to dream, to daydream…. dream on.
Is ok to ask your fellow “how are you?” and not get an answer. Not everybody is lucky enough to appreciate life like you do.
Is ok to blow kisses into the air, go ahead, be childish, it feels good.
Is ok to lie in bed an extra hour Sunday Morning,
Is ok to speak a foreign language with a foreign accent. Is sexy!
Is ok to wear high heels to a football game. Is sexy!
Is ok to use sexy for a lot of things, until it becomes annoying.
Is ok for you to get off your ass and go outside, do something!
Is ok to do it now, as in RIGHT NOW.
Go ahead and be alive.
 

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February 18th, 2012

Current mood: blissful

by G.A.D.The fact that a person is different provokes discomfort in what seems to be an epidemic of sameness. It’s a shame to watch people living according to the others’ idea of what their life should be. Where to live, what to wear, where to work, how to spend your money, what to eat, etc, etc.  However, is incredibly hard, and it takes valor and a massive doses of confidence to be able to go through the streets of life not looking down on yourself. How can you have an intact integrity when so many individuals (I’ll give them the courtesy) look down on you like you had a disease because you’re wearing “white” after labor day, your car is a few years old or you don’t give the appearance of “money.”

I laugh at the incongruities of the world and through chaos I try to stay calm.
If I was to analyze and digest in my brain all that people would throw at me, be it backstabbing at work, gossip in your family, or your friends are letting you down, if I was to look at all that and try to make sense of it all, I’d be commited to a mental institution because I would pull all my hair out. I am so much calmer now that I have understood that you can never control what the other person is going to do, neither can you predict their behavior. Is something that happens like casual afternoon rain and you just have to get cover and ride the storm sort of speak. I am so comfortable with the incongruities of the world that I don’t need to run for cover anymore, I face it head on, even on a good day I could even smile while looking up at the sky.

Like the book “sweating the small things” can lead to a more stressful life, which turns into a SHORTER life since you are putting so much weight on your heart and body as a whole. Think of it as a car with excessive milage compared to its age.  I take care of what is in my power to do so, when is out of my hands, is out of my hands. I can’t make anybody feel or do anything, I never wanted to, so why bother worrying about it when you only end up missing something wonderful that was waiting to happen to you at that moment, and guess what? is gone now. You hope there will be a next time.

My bottom line final point is, I am so much happier when I started to live life as it comes. I still have my moments of panic like everybody, but now they are much less and even with a hint of humor somewhere.

Have a great day and don’t forget to worry only about what’s in your control.

:-)

 

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February 18th, 2012

It is not light that we need, but fire, it is not the gentle shower, but thunder. We need the storm, the whirlwind, and the eathquake – Frederick Douglas

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February 18th, 2012
Music Rock, techno, drum n base, ambient and dub, 80′s rock, alternative rock, classical, hip hop.
Movies Some of the movies I like: True Romance, reservour dogs, Godfather, Casino, Meet the Fockers, Pi, Natural Born Killers, American Beauty, Hellraiser, Body Parts, Carlito’s way, and many many more.
Television Adult Swim, South Park, Aqua Team Hunger Force, American Dad, Robot Chicken, Family Guy, The Oblongs, Monk, The Simpsons, Monk, Law & Order, American Justice, The Sopranos, Six Feet Under.
Books The art of deception, Kevin Mitnik. The Davinci Code, Dan Brown. Wire Magazine, MacAddict, 2600.
Heroes Me and all those that have fought against adversity and ignorance, in esence all rebels like me.
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February 18th, 2012

When things go wrong as they sometimes will; When the road you’re trudging seems all uphill; When the funds are low, and the debts are high And you want to smile, but have to sigh; When care is pressing you down a bit- Rest if you must, but do not quit.
Success is failure turned inside out; The silver tint of the clouds of doubt; And you can never tell how close you are It may be near when it seems so far; So stick to the fight when you’re hardest hit- It’s when things go wrong that you must not quit.
“Don’t Quit,” Author Unknown

“Do not let your fire go out, spark by irreplaceable spark, in the hopeless swamps of the approximate, the not-quite, the not-yet, the not-at-all. Do not let the hero in your soul perish, in lonely frustration for the life you deserved, but have never been able to reach. Check your road and the nature of your battle.”
The world you desired can be won. It exists, it is real, it is possible, it is yours.
Ayn Rand Russian-born American Author

“Being open to pleasure is a challenge surely worth pursuing”…..my motto in life.

Far better is it to dare mighty things, to win glorious triumphs, even though checkered by failure…than to rank with those poor spirits who neither enjoy much nor suffer much, because they live in a gray twilight that knows not victory nor defeat.
Theodore Roosevelt 26th President Of The United States

When a naked man is chasing a woman through an alley with a butcher knife and a hard-on, I figure he isn’t out collecting for the Red Cross. “Clint Eastwood”

“Life is pleasant. Death is peaceful. It’s the transition that’s troublesome.” Isaac Asimov

“Put your hand on a hot stove for a minute, and it seems like an hour. Sit with a pretty girl for an hour, and it seems like a minute. That’s relativity.” Albert Einstein

I never married because there was no need. I have three pets at home which answer the same purpose as a husband. I have a dog which growls every morning, a parrot which swears all afternoon and a cat that comes home late at night. Marie Corelli

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February 2nd, 2012

Here I am with all my good and bad traits that you gave me, and I am grateful.

Here I am to serve a good purpose, a mission to live my life the best I can, without disturbing others.

I am here, I exist.

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June 7th, 2011

Sustainable Software Systems for Real Time Applications, by Dr. S. Sitharama Iyengar

Title of the paper being presented by the FIU professor Dr. S. Sitharama Iyengar, who is Ryder Professor of Computer Science, and Director of the School of Computing and Information Sciences at FIU.

He will be presenting at the The 23rd International Conference on Software Engineering and Knowledge Engineering (SEKE 2011).

It is real nice to be part of something so revolutionary. However, I cannot help to wonder about the real applications for sustainable systems. They can be used for just about anything, but the real deal here (I think) is the security market big push towards this technology. The area of surveillance and security have become a ve4ry popular money maker for many. As long as you claim that your thingamajig will stop a terrorist from detonating a bomb on an airplane, or that you will stop the next terrorist coming through our doors, you have a good chance at being picked up as the new toy Homeland Security can play with.

Who else can benefit most from systems that can and will most likely survive any kind of attack? if not the military, and the private war mercenaries guns for hire. After all, information is power and as long as you have that, you can come up with a plan and plan your moves carefully.

I think we should all break down in a song?!!…. How is Phill Colins’ Sussudio ?? Weird choice I know but is a great song and is been on my mind so……………….shhhhhh

Quote of the day:
When ideas fail, words come in very handy. – Johann Wolfgang von Goethe

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May 27th, 2011

Well the time has arrived for just about everyone, you too can be somebody they can blame now. I am talking about the current hacker war between rogue teams and big corporations. Bringing Sony to its knees was not an easy task I’m sure, but getting the world to notice and recognize what is really happening was the ultimate accomplishment. Think about identity theft, is big business when the same people that are supposed to keep your information secure, sell it to the highest bidder. And after that, you will want to get protection by buying identity theft products. Hummmmm, I see a pattern here……..

Programmers writing code involved in the Maddox scandal were arrested and currently under trial. More people they can blame now, nobody is safe. This event has everyone stepping away from their keyboards, letting go of the mouse for a minute and listening to the sound of the handcuffs. Eeeeeerie.

Not only the masterminds (MBAs I’m sure, ja!) are getting thrown in jail, but now programmers are being blamed for their actions. We cannot use the excuse of “those were the specs!, right or wrong, those were the specs!”, is now, “That was unethical, therefore must be illegal. And off to jail we go.

So for now on, the next time you get those specs and before you write that first line of code, think and ask yourself, how is this contributing positively to society? Is this something I want to be associated with?, ask why if you have to, and also say no when you need to. It is not worth the headache of hiring a lawyer to defend your stupid pointless excuse, is a gamble you may not want to take.

My point is not to say what ought to be done but instead why we should do more good than harm, the why is the key.

Oh and I was joking about MBA’s, I think you guys are just a ray of sunshine, on a cloudy day! Smile

And it’s a war!

Quote of the day:
If all else fails, immortality can always be assured by spectacular error. – John Kenneth Galbraith

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May 19th, 2011

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April 20th, 2011

Very good article.

Good Article on avoiding coding mistakes.

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